I have been putting off writing this for 2 weeks but it is time. It is time to end my blog. God commissioned me to start it and now He has commissioned me to end it. I don’t know where he is leading next. I realized that I loved to blog. I have had fun with this and learned so much about myself. Thanks for sharing my journey.
My daughter has copied all my entries and it is over 200 pages. My goal now is to turn it into a book. There is very little literature out there about being caregivers. Not because there are few caregivers, but because the task is so daunting that it is hard to manage everyday life and write the story at the same time. When the season has ended, most are too exhausted to move forward.
My husband and I still sleep almost 10 hours every night. We had no idea how mentally and emotionally exhausted we were from our experiences. Our task is far from done. We now have to wrap up all the business, file all the forms, pay all the bills and field all the phone calls. We still receive calls from people that didn’t know the grandpas had passed.
I can move on with no regrets and fond memories. I have your e-mail addresses and will let you know when the book is done just in case you are interested. This site will remain open for awhile if you want to reread some of the stories or leave a comment. I cannot thank you enough for your encouragement over these last 3 years.
Know that I will miss you all and I hope one day to renew myself in another blog.
I love you all and pray that my site has not only helped you but has also brought you a little bit of heaven. Good-bye for now.